Sebastian

I think it's different in that I tried really, really hard not to believe but it wouldn't ever properly go away and even when I tried believing other things instead they kept translating themselves back in my head. But even having said that, when I first started going to church again regularly, believing still sometimes felt like something I'd consciously decided to do and I don't get those feelings as much any more.

But weepy and overwhelmed I can absolutely relate to xx

*more hugs*