Similar experience here. Brain stubbornly adheres to what feels like default background goals, which are actived every time I get a bit of time and energy. One of these goals is "meet maximum number of new people and achieve maximum closeness with the them", and every time I stop paying attention it reverts to this alongside "more grants and write more papers". Not surprising that any sort of peace or groundedness remain elusive. Sigh.
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Date: 2019-11-22 06:06 pm (UTC)From: